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the ninth day of the eighth lunar month , 1939 .
my father , a bandit 's offspring who have pass he fifteenth birthday , be join the force of commander yu zhan ' ao , a man destine to become a legendary hero , to ambush a japanese convoy on the jiao-ping highway .
grandma , a padded jacket over she shoulder , see they to the edge of the village .
' stop here , ' commander yu order she .
she stop .
' douguan , mind you foster-dad , ' she tell my father .
the sight of she large frame and the warm fragrance of she line jacket chill he .
he shiver .
he stomach growl .
commander yu pat he on the head and say , ' let 's go , foster-son . '
heaven and earth be in turmoil , the view be blur .
by then the soldier ' muffle footstep have move far down the road .
father could still hear they , but a curtain of blue mist obscure the man themselves .
grip tightly to commander yu 's coat , he nearly fly down the path on churn leg .
grandma recede like a distant shore as the approach sea of mist grow more tempestuous ; hold on to commander yu be like cling to the railing of a boat .
that be how father rush towards the uncarved granite marker that would rise above he grave in the bright-red sorghum field of he hometown .
a bare-assed little boy once lead a white billy goat up to the weed-covered grave , and as it graze in unhurried contentment , the boy piss furiously on the grave and sing out :
' the sorghum be red the japanese be come compatriot , get ready fire you rifle and cannon '
someone say that the little goatherd be i , but i do not know .
i have learn to love northeast gaomi township with all my heart , and to hate it with unbridled fury .
i do not realise until i would grow up that northeast gaomi township be easily the most beautiful and most repulsive , most unusual and most common , most sacred and most corrupt , most heroic and most bastardly , hardest-drinking and hardest-loving place in the world .
the people of my father 's generation who live there eat sorghum out of preference , plant as much of it as they could .
in late autumn , during the eighth lunar month , vast stretch of red sorghum shimmer like a sea of blood .
tall and dense , it reek of glory ; cold and graceful , it promise enchantment ; passionate and loving , it be tumultuous .
the autumn wind be cold and bleak , the sun 's ray intense .
white cloud , full and round , float in the tile-blue sky , cast full round purple shadow onto the sorghum field below .
over decade that seem but a moment in time , line of scarlet figure shuttle among the sorghum stalk to weave a vast human tapestry .
they kill , they loot , and they defend they country in a valiant , stir ballet that make we unfilial descendant who now occupy the land pale by comparison .
surround by progress , i feel a nagging sense of we species ' regression .
after leave the village , the troops march down a narrow dirt path , the tramp of they foot merge with the rustling of weed .
the heavy mist be strangely animated , kaleidoscopic .
tiny droplet of water pool into large drop on father 's face , clump of hair stick to he forehead .
he be use to the delicate peppermint aroma and the slightly sweet yet pungent odour of ripe sorghum waft over from the side of the path nothing new there .
but as they march through the heavy mist , he nose detect a new , sickly-sweet odour , neither yellow nor red , blend with the smell of peppermint and sorghum to call up memory hidden deep in he soul .
six day later , the fifteenth day of the eighth month , the night of the mid-autumn festival .
a bright round moon climb slowly in the sky above the solemn , silent sorghum field , bathing the tassel in its light until they shimmer like mercury .
among the chiselled fleck of moonlight father catch a whiff of the same sickly odour , far stronger than anything you might smell today .
commander yu be lead he by the hand through the sorghum , where three hundred fellow villager , head pillow on they arm , be strew across the ground , they fresh blood turn the black earth into a sticky muck that make walk slow and difficult .
the smell take they breath away .
a pack of corpse-eating dog sit in the field stare at father and commander yu with glint eye .
commander yu draw he pistol and fire a pair of eye be extinguish .
another shot , another pair of eye go .
the howling dog scatter , then sit on they haunch once they be out of range , set up a deafening chorus of angry bark as they gaze greedily , longingly at the corpse .
the odour grow stronger .
' jap dog ! '
commander yu scream .
' jap son of bitch ! '
he empty he pistol , scatter the dog without a trace .
' let 's go , son , ' he say .
the two of they , one old and one young , thread they way through the sorghum field , guide by the moon 's ray .
the odour saturating the field drench father 's soul and would be he constant companion during the cruel month and year ahead .
sorghum stem and leave sizzle fiercely in the mist .
the black water river , which flow slowly through the swampy lowland , sing in the spreading mist , now loud , now soft , now far , now near .
as they catch up with the troops , father hear the tramp of foot and some coarse breathing fore and aft .
the butt of a rifle noisily bump someone else 's .
a foot crush what sound like a human bone .
the man in front of father cough loudly .
it be a familiar cough , call to mind large ear that turn red with excitement .
large transparent ear cover with tiny blood vessel be the trademark of wang wenyi , a small man whose enlarged head be tuck down between he shoulder .
father strain and squint until he gaze bore through the mist : there be wang wenyi 's head , jerk with each cough .
father think back to when wang be whip on the parade ground , and how pitiful he have look .
he have just join up with commander yu .
adjutant ren order the recruit : right face !
wang wenyi stomp down joyfully , but where he intend to ' face ' be anyone 's guess .
adjutant ren smack he across the backside with he whip , force a yelp from between he parted lip .
ouch , mother of my child !
the expression on he face could have be a cry , or could have be a laugh .
some kid sprawl atop the wall hoot gleefully .
now commander yu kick wang wenyi in the backside .
' who say you could cough ? '
' commander yu . . . '
wang wenyi stifle a cough .
' my throat itch . . . . '
' so what ?
if you give away we position , it be you head ! '
' yes , sir , ' wang reply , as another cough spell erupt .
father sense commander yu lurch forward to grab wang wenyi around the neck with both hand .
wang wheeze and gasp , but the cough stop .
father also sense commander yu 's hand release wang 's neck ; he even sense the purple welt , like ripe grape , leave behind .
aggrieved gratitude fill wang 's deep-blue , frightened eye .
the troops turn quickly into the sorghum , and father know instinctively that they be head southeast .
the dirt path be the only direct link between the black water river and the village .
during the day it have a pale cast ; the original black earth , the colour of ebony , have be cover by the passage of countless animal : cloven hoofprint of ox and goat , semicircular hoofprint of mule , horse , and donkey ; dry road apple leave by horse , mule , and donkey ; wormy cow chip ; and scatter goat pellet like little black bean .
father have take this path so often that later on , as he suffer in the japanese cinder pit , its image often flash before he eye .
he never know how many sexual comedy my grandma have perform on this dirt path , but i know .
and he never know that she naked body , pure as glossy white jade , have lie on the black soil beneath the shadow of sorghum stalk , but i know .
the surround mist grow more sluggish once they be in the sorghum field .
the stalk screech in secret resentment when the man and equipment bump against they , send large , mournful bead of water splashing to the ground .
the water be ice-cold , clear and sparkling , and deliciously refreshing .
father look up , and a large drop fall into he mouth .
as the heavy curtain of mist part gently , he watch the head of sorghum stalk bend slowly down .
the tough , pliable leaf , weight down by the dew , saw at he clothes and face .
a breeze set the stalk above he rustling briefly ; the gurgle of the black water river grow louder .
father have go swim so often in the black water river that he seem bear to it .
grandma say that the sight of the river excite he more than the sight of he own mother .
at the age of five , he could dive like a duckling , he little pink asshole bobbing above the surface , he foot stick straight up .
he know that the muddy riverbed be black and shiny , and as spongy as soft tallow , and that the bank be cover with pale-green reed and plantain the colour of goose-down ; coil vine and stiff bone grass hug the muddy ground , which be crisscross with the track of skitter crab .
autumn wind bring cool air , and wild goose fly through the sky head south , they formation change from a straight line one minute to a v the next .
when the sorghum turn red , horde of crab the size of horse hoof scramble onto the bank at night to search for food fresh cow dung and the rot carcass of dead animal among the clump of river grass .
the sound of the river remind father of a autumn night during he childhood , when the foreman of we family business , arhat liu , name after buddhist saint , take he crab on the riverbank .
on that grey-purple night a golden breeze follow the course of the river .
the sapphire-blue sky be deep and boundless , green-tinted star shine brightly in the sky :
the ladle of ursa major ( signify death ) , the basket of sagittarius ( represent life ) ; octans , the glass well , miss one of its tile ; the anxious herd boy ( altair ) , about to hang himself ; the mournful weaving girl ( vega ) , about to drown herself in the river . . . .
uncle arhat have be oversee the work of the family distillery for decade , and father scramble to keep up with he as he would he own grandfather .
the weak light of the kerosene lamp bore a five-yard hole in the darkness .
when water flow into the halo of light , it be the cordial yellow of a overripe apricot .
but cordial for only a fleeting moment , before it flow on .
in the surround darkness the water reflect a starry sky .
father and uncle arhat , rain cape over they shoulder , sit around the shaded lamp listen to the low gurgling of the river .
every so often they hear the excited screech of a fox call to its mate in the sorghum field beside the river .
father and uncle arhat sit quietly , listen with rapt respect to the whisper secret of the land , as the smell of stink river mud drift over on the wind .
horde of crab attract by the light skitter towards the lamp , where they form a shift , restless cloister .
father be so eager he nearly spring to he foot , but uncle arhat hold he by the shoulder .
' take it easy !
greedy eater never get the hot gruel . '
hold he excitement in check , father sit still .
the crab stop as soon as they enter the ring of lamplight , and line up head to tail , blot out the ground .
a greenish glint issue from they shell , as countless pair of button eye pop from deep socket on little stem .
mouth hide beneath sloping face release frothy string of brazenly colourful bubble .
the long fibre on father 's straw rain cape stand up .
' now ! '
uncle arhat shout .
father spring into action before the shout die out , snatch two corner of the tightly weave net they would spread on the ground beforehand ; they raise it in the air , scoop up a layer of crab and reveal a clear spot of riverbank beneath they .
quickly tie the end together and toss the net to one side , they rush back and lift up another piece of net with the same speed and skill .
the heavy bundle seem to hold hundred , even thousand of crab .
as father follow the troops into the sorghum field , he move sideways , crablike , overshoot the space between the stalk and bump they hard , which cause they to sway and bend violently .
still grip tightly to commander yu 's coat-tail , he be pull along , he foot barely touch the ground .
but he be get sleepy .
he neck feel stiff , he eye be grow dull and listless , and he only thought be that as long as he could tag along behind uncle arhat to the black water river he have never come back empty-handed .
father eat crab until he be sick of it , and so do grandma .
but even though they lose they appetite for it , they could not bear to throw the uneaten one away .
so uncle arhat mince the leftovers and ground they under the bean-curd millstone , then salt the crab paste , which they eat daily , until it finally go bad and become mulch for the poppy .
apparently grandma be a opium smoker , but be not addict , which be why she have the complexion of a peach , a sunny disposition , and a clear mind .
the crab-nourished poppy grow huge and fleshy , a mixture of pink , red , and whites that assail you nostril with they fragrance .
the black soil of my hometown , always fertile , be especially productive , and the people who till it be especially decent , strong-willed , and ambitious .
the white eel of the black water river , like plump sausage with tapered end , foolishly swallow every hook in sight .
uncle arhat have die the year before on the jiao-ping highway .
he corpse , after be hack to piece , have be scatter around the area .
as the skin be be strip from he body , he flesh jump and quiver , as if he be a huge skin frog .
image of that corpse send shiver up father 's spine .
then he think back to a night some seven or eight year earlier , when grandma , drunk at the time , have stand in the distillery yard beside a pile of sorghum leave , she arm around uncle arhat 's shoulder .
' uncle . . . do not leave , ' she plead .
' if not for the sake of the monk , stay for the buddha .
if not for the sake of the fish , stay for the water .
if not for my sake , stay for little douguan .
you can have i , if you want . . . .
you be like my own father . . . . '
father watch he push she away and swagger into the shed to mix fodder for the two large black mule who , when we open we distillery , make we the richest family in the village .
uncle arhat do not leave after all .
instead he become we foreman , right up to the day the japanese confiscate we mule to work on the jiao-ping highway .
now father and the other could hear long-drawn-out bray from the mule they have leave behind in the village .
wide-eyed with excitement , he could see nothing but the congeal yet nearly transparent mist that surround he .
erect stalk of sorghum form dense barrier behind a wall of vapour .
each barrier lead to another , seemingly endless .
he have no idea how long they would be in the field , for he mind be focus on the fertile river roaring in the distance , and on he memory .
he wonder why they be in such a hurry to squeeze through this packed , dreamy ocean of sorghum .
suddenly he lose he bearing .
he listen carefully for a sign from the river , and quickly determine that they be head east-southeast , towards the river .
once he have a fix on they direction , he understand that they would be set a ambush for the japanese , that they would be kill people , just as they have kill the dog .
by head east-southeast , they would soon reach the jiao-ping highway , which cut through the swampy lowland from north to south and link the two county of jiao and pingdu .
japanese and they run dog , chinese collaborator , have build the highway with the force labour of local conscript .
the sorghum be set in motion by the exhaust troops , whose head and neck be soak by the settle dew .
wang wenyi be still cough , even though he would be the target of commander yu 's continue angry outburst .
father sense that the highway be just up ahead , its pale-yellow outline sway in front of he .
imperceptibly tiny opening begin to appear in the thick curtain of mist , and one dew-soaked ear of sorghum after another stare sadly at father , who return they devout gaze .
it dawn on he that they be live spirit : they root bury in the dark earth , they soak up the energy of the sun and the essence of the moon ; moisten by the rain and dew , they understand the way of the heaven and the logic of the earth .
the colour of the sorghum suggest that the sun have already turn the obscure horizon a pathetic red .
then something unexpected occur .
father hear a shrill whistle , follow by a loud burst from up ahead .
' who fire he weapon ? '
commander yu bellow .
' who be the prick who do it ? '
father hear the bullet pierce the thick mist and pass through sorghum leave and stalk , lop off one of the head .
everyone hold he breath as the bullet scream through the air and thud to the ground .
the sweet smell of gunpowder dissipate in the mist .
wang wenyi scream pitifully , ' commander my head 's go commander my head 's go '
commander yu freeze momentarily , then kick wang wenyi .
' you dumb fuck ! ' he growl .
' how could you talk without a head ? '
commander yu leave my father standing there and go up to the head of the column .
wang wenyi be still howl .
father press forward to catch a glimpse of the strange look on wang 's face .
a dark-blue substance be flow on he cheek .
father reach out to touch it ; hot and sticky , it smell a lot like the mud of the black water river , but fresher .
it overwhelm the smell of peppermint and the pungent sweetness of sorghum and awaken in father 's mind a memory that draw ever nearer : like bead , it string together the mud of the black water river , the black earth beneath the sorghum , the eternally live past , and the unstoppable present .
there be time when everything on earth spit out the stench of human blood .
' uncle , ' father say , ' you be wound . '
' douguan , be that you ?
tell you old uncle if he head 's still on he neck . '
' it be there , uncle , right where it be suppose to be .
except you ear 's bleeding . '
wang wenyi reach up to touch he ear and pull back a bloody hand , yelp in alarm .
then he freeze as if paralyse .
' commander , i be wound !
i be wound ! '
commander yu come back to wang , kneel down , and put he hand around wang 's neck .
' stop scream or i 'll throttle you ! '
wang wenyi do not dare make a sound .
' where be you hit ? '
commander yu ask he .
' my ear . . . '
wang be weep .
commander yu take a piece of white cloth from he waistband and tear it in two , then hand it to he .
' hold this over it , and no more noise .
stay in rank .
you can bandage it when we reach the highway . '
commander yu turn to father .
' douguan , ' he bark .
father answer , and commander yu walk off hold he by the hand , follow by the whimper wang wenyi .
the offend discharge have be the result of carelessness by the big fellow they call mute , who be up front carry a rake on he shoulder .
the rifle sling over he back have go off when he stumble .
mute be one of commander yu 's old bandit friend , a greenwood hero who have eat fistcake in the sorghum field .
one of he leg be shorter than the other a prenatal injury and he limp when he walk , but that do not slow he down .
father be a little afraid of he .
at about dawn , the massive curtain of mist finally lift , just as commander yu and he troops emerge onto the jiao-ping highway .
in my hometown , august be the misty season , possibly because there be so much swampy lowland .
once he step onto the highway , father feel suddenly light and nimble ; with extra spring in he step , he let go of commander yu 's coat .
wang wenyi , on the other hand , wear a crestfallen look as he hold the cloth to he injured ear .
commander yu crudely wrap it for he , cover up half he head .
wang gnash he tooth in pain .
' the heaven have smile on you , ' commander yu say .
' my blood 's all go , ' wang whimper , ' i can not go on ! '
' bullshit ! '
commander yu exclaim .
' it be no worse than a mosquito bite .
you have not forget you three son , have you ? '
wang hang he head and mumble , ' no , i have not forget . '
the butt of the long-barrelled fowling piece over he shoulder be the colour of blood .
a flat metal gunpowder pouch rest against he hip .
remnant of the dissipate mist be scatter throughout the sorghum field .
there be neither animal nor human footprint in the gravel , and the dense wall of sorghum on the desert highway make the man feel that something ominous be in the air .
father know all along that commander yu 's troops number no more than forty deaf , mute , and cripple include .
but when they be quarter in the village , they have stir thing up so much , with chicken squawk and dog yelp , that you would have think it be a garrison command .
out on the highway , the soldier huddle so closely together they look like a inert snake .
they motley assortment of weapon include shotgun , fowling piece , ageing hanyang rifle , plus a cannon that fire scale weight and be carry by two brother , fang six and fang seven .
mute be tote a rake with twenty-six metal tine , as be three other soldier .
father still do not know what a ambush be , and even if he have , he would not have know why anyone would take four rake to the event .